I Finally Made the Effort To Blog!

I have been writing. Writing on scraps of paper, my thoughts, my emotions. Thoughts and emotions that I write for Cut Onions. Yet, when the time comes for me to transcribe them onto Cut Onions, I have been unable to. It seems like such a paramount task, it takes so much effort for me to even think of doing something. Just getting through the day is so taxing and wearing. Even going on Facebook, reading a book, seems like something that requires so much effort. The thing is, I want to do these things, but just can't get the energy to do them.

I now have the ability to sit on the sofa. I can just imagine your reaction: yes, Abroo, we ALL can do that! No, what I mean is to just sit, and do absolutely nothing. I sit on the same sofa that I used to sit on and snuggle with AMM. I wrap myself in the same blanket AMM and I used to wrap ourselves in together while watching TV. I now keep my cellphone, laptop, and novel besides me. But again, it's too much effort to pick them up. Maybe this blog willl be posted, maybe it will get lost like the countless others I have scribbled on scraps of paper.