A Brief Note

I feel so drained. So drained without you both. Today as I was driving to work I was remembering how you , QMM, as a baby would be in your crib. In the morning, when I would come into your room, you would almost always be up already. You would be standing on those pudgy legs, looking at the door expectantly, waiting for someone to come in. As soon as you'd see me, you would break out into a big smile and start bouncing up and down. Remember how I used to tease you that when you would get married I was going to make a slide show of your baby pictures, with the pudgy thighs?
And AMM, today I realized I don't think you were meant to make it to adulthood. You were too innocent for this corrupt and often cruel world. It was just not meant to be. But why couldn't we have left together? Why did you leave me behind?
I can't write anymore today. It's unbearable without you both.