God Surround Me

I want to die, it's not a lie.

What a coward I am, for I will be damned.

God surround me with your grace,

So I do not make a fatal mistake.

Thoughts creep into my once happy mind.

But I push them away, or else my goal I will not find.

Till I Get To You

This pain, this pain for you,

It's driving me insane.

I look everywhere for you,

But totally in vain.

I try to live this life,

Something I feel I cannot do.

It's just an existence now,

Till I get to you.