Dear AMM,
today I went outside. A beautiful, crisp fall day...a perfect saturday . Except, that I missed you both. What's new, right? Do you think I'm a pathetic loser for repeating myself, saying the same stuff? Do you cringe when I sit at your grave and cry for both of you? I try to be brave, I try to LIVE, but the pain is still there. Whoever said time heals all wounds, well, they lied. Time covers pain, just as dust collects on the desk in your room. But as soon as you blow away the dust, the desk is still there. Just as is the pain, the agony.
Today, when I was outside, I kept on thinking how today was the perfect day for a hayride for you and I. Remember last year when we went on the haunted hayride??? That was so much fun. Today we could have picked some pumpkins up, you could have decorated the house for Halloween as you used to. And I would have asked you to make those delicious, melt in my mouth cookies you used to whip up. We could have then snuggled in front of the fireplace, watching a movie.
What have you been doing lately? Anything exciting? Have you met any of the
famous artists? Hey, how about Lucille Ball? That would be so cool.
Well, tell QMM I said hi....I love you guys.
Love always,
Mom
