
Three boys standing together,
Where there should be four.
Three boys laughing together,
It makes my loss feel more.
Three boys growing together,
As so should have you.
These boys will grow old together,
But will never forget you.
This blog is being created in memory of my two sons, AMM and QMM. You may enter this blog, and in doing so, enter my journey as I attempt to live when they no longer are living. You will enter my world when you enter this blog, a world with laughter - when I remember something funny about them- and a world with tears - when I just plain remember them.
A, as I was listening to all the teenagers in my room last night laughing and bonding (you have to imagine my desi accent with that last word), the last thought I had before I drifted off to sleep was that these were ALL the living relatives Q's age who meant something significant to him. He would have been so happy to be there, and somehow, I think he was. I'm sure he was smiling to see them there missing him terribly, yet closer than ever with each other, and to him, too, really. I thought of Ahad, too, but mixed in the laughter and chatter floating out of the living room in Vermont last night at 2:00 a.m., it was all Q in the wind blowing through my windows.
ReplyDeleteA-The three boys will never forget him...Q will always have a place in their heatrs.
ReplyDeleteYes, I hope so. How they would have loved the cgt this year as they always did.
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